Excruciating Suffering: My Struggle Against the Enigmatic Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a overcast weekday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, attempting to manage a new class, when a sharp pain bloomed behind my right eye. Then came quick jolts, similar to electric shocks. As each class came and went, the pain subsided and then returned with increased force. Four times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with worksheets and ran to the school bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I took aspirin, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The attacks returned frequently that autumn, and once more in the spring, soon establishing an annual cycle. The autumn months were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the routine: aura in the shower, early pangs on the train, full-on agony in the classroom by 9.30am. In late 2019, a doctor eventually referred me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
This condition often begin with severe pain around a single eye that lasts for several hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 people suffer by the disorder, and men are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks typically begin with abrupt, severe pain focused on one eye that peaks within a short time and continues for up to three hours. Attacks occur in cycles, every day or multiple times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. There exists an episodic type, which occurs in periodic bouts; others have chronic cluster headaches, characterized by the lack of long pain-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the intensity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than broken bones or other conditions. Another found a significant percentage of cluster patients reported thoughts of self-harm amid bouts; the number fell to four percent when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a chronic patient from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks started when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her adolescence, like many triggers, made things worse. After having alcohol at her school leaving party, she recalls barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often mistook her episodes as intoxicated behavior. Understanding eventually came from her father and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after relocating, but often concealed her condition. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to time off during episodes. Her definitive identification came in the early 2000s at a specialist neurology center.
Nevertheless, the inability to plan life around unpredictable attacks took its effect. She particularly hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her children during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the small freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.
Headaches have been described across the ages. “The earliest description of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write authors in a publication on the subject. They linked the disease to an evil entity who attacked his victims' heads.
Ancient healing texts propose unusual remedies for what some observers would classify as a migraine. In the medieval times, severe headache was recognised as a distinct condition, with treatments ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the first comprehensive account of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache happening and vanishing daily at specific hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially recognised by global medical committees in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a key blood vessel which supplies blood to the head. Leading specialists in diagnosing the condition note this.
In the late 1990s, researchers published the results of a research project for which they had induced attacks in patients and observed the episodes in a brain scanner. The data, published in a major medical publication, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a deactivation when they felt better.
In spite of such progress, identification remains slow. Jamie Charteris's attacks started in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he had four surgeries before eventually being diagnosed in recently, after a physician looked up his complaints.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosis and treatment happen because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and low, but not in severe pain,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other common head pain disorders, such as migraine, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A thorough patient history is crucial: on which part of the head do signs appear? For how long? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Certain characteristics such as redness, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to specialist clinics. But many first arrive to A&E or are given inadequate treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for most of her adult life, although she has been free from an attack since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars extracted because dentists misunderstood her symptoms. She believes the dental profession still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was Chapman who responded. I remember calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a reassuring advisor talked them through oxygen treatment and medication until the episode passed.
Official guidance on treatment advise that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen and/or a anti-migraine drug administered by injection. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly helps manage the bouts of well-known individuals.
But leading specialists believe the guidance need revising to reflect a more defined treatment process and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The length of the cycle dictates the treatment.” Brief cycles with infrequent attacks are managed with acute treatment alone. Longer or more intense bouts require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes combined with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an injection into the side of the skull where the discomfort is that decreases nerve signals.
The national guidance need revising to reflect a